Usne meri taraf dekha mai ab bhi uske boob dekh raha tha.usne mujhse gusse se kaha tum ladko ko aur kuchh nahi dikhta ladkiyo mai sirf yahi dekhte ho....sbar mai taiyr tha maaine jhat se kaha yahi dekte ho.wo chup ho gayi.aur mere bagal mai let gayi.seedhe leti thi.uske boob upar ki taraf the aur mai tirchhi nazar se dekh raha tha use bhi ahsas ho raha tha.achanak wo meri tarf mudi aur mujhse poocha tumhara nam kya hai maine apna nam bataya monu.usne kaha tumhari kai gf hai.maine kaha ha. What I appeared to be...It wasn't what I was. It was all a facade. I wasn't actually a girl. Iwas a boy in girl's clothes and was beginning to think that this wouldnever change. How ever much I looked in the mirror and no matter how muchI told myself otherwise, I was still a boy and not a proper one at that.I had heard the other boys talking about 'wanking', 'tossing-off' and'hand-jobs', but in truth, I had no idea what they were talking about.The slow development had left me with something. While waiting for him, I saw Amber being escorted to a conference room by two CID types. I got up and followed. I knew they were supposed to question her today, but I did not like them doing it without witnesses. They went into the conference room and were closing the door, when I shoved it open."What do you think you're doing?" one asked me."I'm protecting this girls rights," I said. Amber heard my voice, turned quickly, and rushed over to me. She was shaking, and tears were running down her. Robinson..." I found myself humming most of the days I headed towards her class. On occasion, she caught me staring at her body, a knowing smile on her lips. I dreamed my dreams, but if even the freshman girls were out of my league, then Mrs. Robinson... well... sigh... Fortunately, that Junior year was the year my growth spurt finally hit. I actually had to shave for the first time. My voice got deeper. And girls slowly began to notice me.I still didn't get any dates, mostly due to my own.