I guess I just rationalized to myself that a same-sex affair was okay. Looking back I should have known it wasn't okay when I didn't want to tell you ...bout it and hid it from you." Jim, the psychiatrist spoke up,"Psychologically speaking, Grace might have felt she was missing something in her life. When a woman hits forty she has a lot of trouble accepting that her looks may be going to fade and she becomes very susceptible to suggestion and seduction. Also, in our society today there is more. She reached her hand over and clasped it around mine, "Why didn'tyou come to me, I'm your mother, I will always love you, no matter what".Looking up I couldn't hold the tears back any longer. I jumped up andthrew my arms around my mothers' neck, sobbing harder than I have everknown, all of the confusion and feelings of guilt emanating from me inthe form of tears. After the tears had stopped, we went back into the front room, sattogether on the couch and talked over everything that I had done. As to which one She also didn't know with the exception of one cousin she'd never met any of them. While as a child she always wondered if she had relatives now that she was a slave she hated thinking about it. After all given how she was suffering she didn't want the thoughts of how her family was also suffering. --Though that mindset also caused her to be plagued by feelings of guilt for abandoning her family to that fate. While she knew there was nothing she could do about it part of wished. Short brown hair and plain features gave the young man a nondescript appearance."Here's a better one," Flick said, pointing to a second pic of Duncan Hamilton. "And here's his brother too."Mark looked at another two pics and immediately saw the family resemblance between the two Hamilton brothers. These pics were face on and Mark knew he would recognise the two men now if he saw them again. He leaned over and carefully extracted the pics from the album."Thank you gorgeous, I guess all I need to.