.just like that. She was making a lot of noise now. That was too much for little Katie. I quickly crept away, and you and Bonnie never knew what I saw... but my knees were shaky. I knew I had to get back to the camp fast, and I left my light flashlight on the beach, and I ran back to the cabin. Then I was breathing so hard, I caught my breath for about thirty minutes while I was still outside, and then I went back in the cabin and climbed into my bunk like nothing was going on, my heart was. “I wouldn’t read anything into it at this point,” Clarissa said. “All five medical schools said it could be early February before we heard anything. We were hoping it would be now, and really, I’m surprised none of us heard from McKinley.”“Same here,” I replied. “That’s the one I expected first.”“What will you do if we all get into UC and not McKinley?” Sandy asked.“The biggest problem would be with Elizaveta finishing High School. Obviously she could switch schools, but anywhere besides. “I just wanted to make you feel special, mom,” I said.My mother again got angry. “I am your mother, you can’t do such thing,” she said.Then my cousin showed her some incest videos and stories. First, my mom was not watching it and was shouting at us. But later she started reading a story. Then I told her that I will always keep her happy and held her hands.“Yes, I am lonely but I can’t have a relationship with my own son!” mom said.“Mammi, it’s ok in today’s world. Even I have feelings for my. .. or so I thought.Carol was not one to give up on a good idea and she can be very persuasive. In truth, I didn't have much say in the matter for somewhere in the midst of the discussion Jacqui made the mental switch to full 'Heidi-mode' and it was agreed that indeed we would be going with them.(What Carol didn't say was that she had asked some of our other friends if they would be coming for the amateur night but they had refused the offer and stuck to it. She had then told them not to say.