The image in my head was very powerful and then you played your part better than I could ever have imagined. I was able to close my eyes and pretend t...at I was talking to Roger and that he was doing what I told him to do. Up until that night I couldn't think about what Roger put me through without getting very depressed. But now it seems that I was able to close that chapter of my life. Now the problem I have is resolving the bad feelings I have about the way I treated you. Actually, up until. Little Bit had really adjusted well to the changes in her life and was actually liking Carol as a new friend. Finally it was two days before I had to head back and I was very unhappy with the whole idea. Carol and I had just finished making love and I was louder than I normally am and Little Bit came into the room to complain about the noise. Dont you two ever think about anyone else except yourselves? she asked in a sleepy tone that brought out a chuckle from Carol and me. I sorry Little Bit,. . we’re driving to Kansas, back home ... my home ... not Toby’s. He was born in California but my husband ... ex-husband ... I guess ... how can I be divorced??? ... He divorced us and moved in with his girlfriend and we need ... we needed ... Toby and me ... we needed somewhere to go and I was too ashamed to tell my folks what happened and all we really have is the car ... my car. It was a present for my college graduation ... But ... the car ... it isn’t going to be taking us home ... I’m. I agreed and we hung up again and I said yes loudly right in the middle of a grocery store.Now causing the divorce was her inability to have sex, she read about it, and all in those romance books she was always reading and when I’d heard she got remarried well I felt sort of sorry for the sucker until I found out he was an asshole too from someone that knows him, then I felt karma is coming back around for all those years of trying to get her to have sex and she felt once a month was good.