' I hastened in behind Vanessa who closed and locked the door. I stood inthe middle of the office as Vanessa circled me, looking me up and downseveral...times in a frankly disconcerting way. 'Yes, there are a few things we can start to work on straight away,' shemurmured to herself. 'But first, did you do as I asked, Jamie?' She stood in front of me and looked me straight in the eye, unzipped mytrousers and slid her hand inside. She nodded in approval as she feltthe silk and she squeezed my balls. I know that you give me permission to swat your ass and place my thumbs into your neck. To use ties and crops and handcuffs on you. That even though you are so much smaller than me, and I am so much stronger than you, that there is hardly any fear or hesitation of letting me take you, grab you, carry you into the darkness of my room and to use you as I see fit. But all of that is nothing for you compared to simply trusting me to touch you gently. To focus on you and your disquieted mind. I have. I was thinking that I will have some chance with her.Finally, my parents left to Trivandrum and I started my preparations. It was around 9.30 pm when my cousin came and then we had dinner together. We decided to sleep in my parents’ room as it has a big bed.We both went to the room to sleep at around 10.30 pm and she soon slept. I acted as if I was sleeping but I wasn’t. Soon my dick started rising and I placed my hands on her waist. She did not respond. Then my courage increased and slowly, I. I felt like a man rather than just a boy. With boosted confidence and determined eyes, I left.I went to her house and rang the bell. She shouted from inside to wait a min. I was waiting with a bottle of vodka in my hands. My heart was racing for the moment that was ahead.It had been more than 3 mins now and she hadn’t opened the door. My heart was pounding more and more as time went by. A while later, she opened it. She was standing there with a huge smile on her face and had a bit worried.