I top it off with a matching Navy jacket. I pull on a pair of suntan pantyhose before I get dressed. I adjust the toes. I look down at them. Nick walk... in and he starts to get ready too. He takes his Navy suit out with the light blue shirt. "You want to tell me about the dream last night?" he asks. "I don't even remember it." I tell him. Knowing I can relive the whole thing in my mind as if it just happened. I decide I am going to go back as soon as I can and talk more to the clerk. I find that. Welch. I’m in love with someone.’ He replied hoping it would get him off the hook. ‘Great.’ She said. ‘Is it a girl in your class?’ ‘No. She does not go to our school.’ He said trying to move so his hard on would not be pushing so hard. ‘Really from another town or maybe a freshman in college?’ she asked. ‘No, Oh god I can’t take this much more.’ He said as she stopped at a stop sign. ‘Mrs. Welch I’m in love with you. I think about you all of the time and I can not get you off of mind. I think. Simon was trying to do his job. And being a bit of a hero with it."But Simon's head had fallen back onto his pillow. He closed his eyes and once more saw the flames, saw the frightened faces of those two children, kids he'd left behind."'m no hero," he mumbled. "Failed. Those kids..." Tears began to gather in the corners of his eyes.This time his father reached over and grabbed his hand. He squeezed. Simon opened his eyes again and looked at his normally taciturn, gruff, father in. Cyning might have decided none of you were fit for the position. But she chose Meredith. Now I want to ask you to put your heads together and find this solution. What should Meredith’s expectations be now that she is attached to the Cyning household? And what should your expectations be now that you know you will not be attached to that household?”The young women let the weight of that question sink in. Meredith understood better than most, she supposed. At least she knew many things she should.