My fingers can no longer pleasure me as they used to. My frustration builds as I try even harder to climax. Finally giving up, I step out of the tub a...d dry myself off, taking special care to dry the cuffs and collar. I open the French doors to the garden outside. It is a lovely late afternoon, almost sundown. It is chilly even now and I shiver, and go back in to wrap myself in the huge warm towel. Walking through the garden, I look at the lovely flowers and plants. I watch the small fish. 'Oh No!' I thought 'I've only just got back from one beating I don't want to get another one'"Back again I see," came Trisha's haughty voice from the back, her girls parted to reveal her standing arms crossed glaring at me, "Too bad for you that you weren't more badly injured. You'd escape your fate a bit longer."Her gang all chuckled and stared at me menacingly angry nasty feelings burning in each of them Trisha worst of all."Oh leave her alone T," came a voice from behind her, and a large. She knew it too as she kept bending down anytime I'd look in her direction before smiling up at me. Being the consummate professional that I am (yeah right) I managed to finish my set without too many glitches and as I sauntered off stage and towards the bar I looked in her direction and smiled. She returned my smile with a sexy little grin and a wink.'Yeah... Looks like you got an admirer there man.'I turned around and before me was a tall young man who looked to be in his twenties. He was. .." I stopped talking as I looked at the picture on the wall of Gail, and sighed."Walter, enough of that shit. There is nothing you can do to bring Gail back. It's just like I cannot bring James back for Amber. You just have to move on with your life. You have people who love you and care about you, children that will be coming along soon; and an enemy you must defeat, or we all perish," Mary said as she sat on Arthur's lap."I know Mary, I know. It's just that at times like this, I miss her. It.