Now, she could choose to enjoy the fullness this deep penetration offered her. Ben wasn't average in her mind considering her small frame. He was ju...t right and large enough to penetrate her in this way and she loved the way he made love to her. He respected her body, even revered it if not cherished and worshipped it. She felt safe and comfortable with him and gave herself to him by her choice that her ex took from her. She would willingly give her body to him if he wanted it and she. ”I spied a wine bottle and two glasses sitting at the bar.“How about a drink?” I replied.“That’s for show,” she replied.“Oh, come on,” I replied. “I’ll bring by a replacement bottle in the morning.”I stepped over to the bar. I reached in the first drawer and pulled out a corkscrew. In quick fashion, I had disengaged the cork, with a shallow pop. I poured the sweet red wine into the two glass goblets. I turned to hand her one of the glasses.“I can’t drink while I’m working,” she said.“Then,. We are going to get caught,” I protested.“By whom? I can hear Mom snoring downstairs through her bedroom door. She is ‘down for the count’. I just want to hold you for a little bit.” He laid down next to me on top of the covers.I knew I should make him leave, but I too, wanted to be held right then. I wanted to feel the closeness of another person, someone I loved and who loved me. I remained silent; neither agreeing to having him stay nor insisting that he leave.I rolled over on my side in. My sister and I shared a room. This is going to sound stupidly naive, but when I knew she was coming over, I would always take a long shower so that I could get dressed while she was in the room with my sister. I had this fantasy that it would turn her on and she would make a move on me.” she shakes her head. “It wasn’t realistic at all, but I was 18 and had my first crush. Then I went to college and her family moved and I never heard from her again, until yesterday. She called to say she’s in.