And you are just being naïve if you think she hasn't." She hasn't," Zoe replied firmly. "I thought you'd know exactly what to do. I tried not giving ...n but the feeling just got worse and worse until I did. I can't stop thinking about naked people and sex." I can't help you Zoe. You seem to want to not be a member of Homo Sapiens," I joked and she shook her head."It's not funny, it's not normal." Let's go through your peers," I said sitting at the table. "Rosie, she has played with herself, she. So there I sat in our house, all alone. Well not quite alone, Milly, oneof Molly's great, great, great grand pups was constantly under foot.BJ was due back from her run to Clear Sky in a week. Rose and her kidswould be here in two more weeks."Missy, I'm lonely," said Beauty from the Tractor Barn.A sudden pang of guilt washed over me. I'd been neglecting her, she'dlost Jumper the same time I'd lost Tim. But I hadn't spent any time withher.I opened the door stepping outside for the first time. Russo and his mutha,’ said Mario sticking a stiff finger in his face. ‘Okay, okay, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to disrespect you, Mr. Russo.’ ‘It’s okay, Anthony. We’re all friends here. No harm done and no disrespect taken. You just don’t know no better. You’re kind of backward in the ways of the old neighborhood,’ he said patting down the dirty blonde hair that Mario’s slap disturbed. ‘You ask me anything, Mr. Russo, and I’ll do it,’ said Anthony further expressing his emotions with his hands,. Well it ran into the night and we all decided to go get in the hot tub at the hotel. John, one of the other groomsmen, my friend Stephanie, and I. The hot tub was unfortunately broken so we all went back to his room to hang out. One of the other groomsmen was passed out drunk in the bed already by this point so we all just sat around talking. It started getting really late and my friend Stephanie went back to her room and the other groomsmen went into the other bedroom in their sweet to go to.