Even I didn’t know how but I planned on it. After a few weeks, Tina surprised me. She didn’t want me to purge again she said that she supported me...and wanted me to pull it all out of hiding and put things away. I was shocked and didn’t know what to say. I hadn’t purged yet and was struggling with the idea of doing yet again, but this was totally off the wall. She insisted that she understood, though not overly supportive. I slowly accepted what she said and a few days later had managed to put. ”“How come you saw?” I grimaced at her.“Well ... we were measuring, okay?” I shouldn’t have felt embarrassed admitting that to Mel, but I did. My cheeks burned.“Did you measure each other?”“No. Todd measured himself and then when I got as hard as I could get, he measured me.”“How did you get ‘as hard as you could be’? Did you like him touching you?”“STOP! That’s enough! It was years ago! That’s all I remember. I got myself hard, okay?” I had to calm down. I didn’t understand my anger ... then.I. At the parking area, he paused for a moment standing next to his car. Nikki's car was still there, parked behind his. And a little ways away was those college guys' pickup, still where it was yesterday. So they spent the night, he thought, feeling his face grow hot with jealousy.Paul spun around and went to his apartment. He slammed the door behind him, grabbed a beer from the fridge and turned on the TV. He was able to find a game, and was just starting to calm down as he wondered how the. She'd just told him a flat out and out lie. She was covering up her lunch date with the man Darien had seen.Darien said in a flat vice, "No reason, just curious."They ate dinner in almost silence. If Sally or Kristen asked him something, he replied. But he volunteered nothing to the conversations. After they ate Sally suggested he take Kristen to the family room and let her watch her favorite cartoon show they TIVO'ed each day for her.Darien sat and a thin smile played on his face as he watched.