But the reality was no one had dared to approach me for romance. My desperation level has reached another level. I change my hairstyle and dressing st...le. I started to wear a deep-cut dress to the office.I started to expose my bra and waist to my office mates. It doesn’t work, and none of them have interest in me. Later, my parents started to search for life partners for me. But I was desperate to lose virginity rather than marriage.One fine day, my mother told me to meet Raghav. Raghav is 7. .my other smiles with her blue eyes flashing at me….as she keeps a cup in front of me and sits down next to me….”no decided to take that day off and spend it with my son.....….”….I smile….”I’m happy to see you found your smile back….”…my mother blushes. ”it was because of you hon…..you made me feel so safe last night…..you are my rock…”….I hold her hand and …”I’m glad I am the guy you turn to comfort….im always here for you”……she smiles and leans in to kiss as I lean in to give a kiss……..but. Some things never change.She was hot! She was hot and she knew it. The two girls with her weren't bad, but they didn't even come close to her. A steady stream of guys made their way to her table and after a moment or two of conversation she sent them on their way. Football players, baseball players and all of the other types of jocks wanted to sit with her at her table in the school cafeteria, but she turned them all away.I sat and watched and wished I had the nerve to try, but if she wouldn't. He began to recount the story of the explosion (omitting the girl) when his Father cut him off... "Paul," he said solomnley, "Sit down. This came for you..." Paul took the envelope from his Father's hand, and looked at it. It was from the Department of Overseas Activities. The Army. He quickly opened it and read the letter... PAUL MATTHEWS,YOU HAVE BEEN SELECTED TO JOIN THE MILITARY FORCES OF THIS COUNTRY. THIS IS A GREAT HONOUR. BE AT THE DEPARTMENT OF OVERSEAS ACTIVITIES AT 0800 ON THE.