I almost panicked, I thought he was going to swim off and leave me sitting there, the truth was, the feel of his naked arms and thighs against mine ha... turned me on big time, the first time ever with a boy. He wasn't leaving me however, he just made me panic even more by slipping his arm around me. I looked in the direction of the other two to see if they had noticed, but they were too wrapped in each other to notice, anyway, John had slipped his arm over my right shoulder and under my left. ''Oh, Tony," she sobbed, "I'm so unhappy, I don't particularly like any of the boys around here and you are always with your friends."Suddenly realising that my little sister was growing up fast, I asked nervously, "What are you trying to tell me, Sally?"Looking directly at me, she smiled as she said, "I'm lonely, Tony, lonely and frustrated, and even though I masturbate fairly regularly, it's just not the same while I know you spend a lot of time with your hand inside some girl's. "Yeah! Big boy getting scared now?" Dee giggled and said in a teasing tone before letting go off me. I smiled and turned around to notice that she was wearing her bathrobe. I also noticed that she had on mild makeup. I loved the dark chocolate-colored lipstick she wore. It went very well with the light cream eye shadow and her dusky skin."I wanna make my... our first time special, Ali." Dee smiled as she said this and took a few steps back.I watched fascinated as she slowly undid the loop. I struggle a moment to keep the car straight. I'm shaking a lot. I turn the heat up another notch. "Are you warm enough?" I ask him again. I wrapped him in the emergency blanket I keep in the trunk. Thank God Dad bought it. Thank God I remembered it. Thank God I can swim."Who cares?" I do, you jackass!" my vision blurs for a second and I almost miss my turn. I head to my house this time because no one's home yet and our basement is like its own little apartment. "I care an' yo' momma an' Uncle.