But I did see and I am ashamed for feeling betrayed as I lay in your arms. The logic side of my brain is telling me, why are you having a reaction to...seeing such intimacy, after all, Laura did call earlier and you were responding to her call. Why would the act of seeing you do so, upset me so? But it did upset me and I began to feel empty side, very empty. What am I doing? Why am I doing this to myself pretending that the sex is going to make me feel better? I will never have what you have. I need you?" You want me to give you a hand job, or a blow job?" I don't know, all I know is that I love you and I'm hard all the time because I can't stop thinking about you—and what we've done," I said.She crawled under the covers and pulled my boxers off and started sucking on my dick again. Who needs to masturbate when you've got a sister like this? She came out from under the covers, and we started to kiss, really kissing each other with open mouths and tongues going back and forth.She. In her memory there was only a confused roiling of sound, sights, odors, color-all running together like buckets of paint poured on the street.She whimpered as she rolled over, to stop suddenly. Fran was sprawled on her back on the next cot. Her blond hair was a limp, twisted snake lying flaccid on her white body.Renee automaticlly jerked her hand to her mouth to stifle her scream. The was so... so still. And naked. She was wearing nothing. Not even her stockings."Fran?" Uncertainly, Renee put. Kathy said that I certainly was living an interesting life, and giggled, and we talked about the strange scene in the guest bedroom that morning. She seemed to be in a good mood and we teased each other a bit, flirting in a nice way. She told me about how Mike, her brother, was going through a divorce and how sad she was about how his marriage was falling apart. Mike was a good guy, so I felt sorry for him. Seems like his wife was wanting to make him pay through the nose for him not becoming.