. but I figured it didn't really matter any longer if I held back. John didn't make any allusions to wanting me anymore. It all started the first nigh...... I was alone in bed, thinking of what would happen in the future with us, a shattered family. John didn't come this night, the first one since we had started making love. I knew he wouldn't... what I didn't expect was to hear Tim's voice at the door."Mom, are you awake?"I hoped he would go away if I wouldn't answer him, but he didn't... Soon I. The room temp was 84. I took off my shirt and turn on the a/c unit I have in my room and parked myself in front of a fan.I was focused on my writing and not watching my environment. Where I live temps can vary a lot from one day to the next. I had to run through my little drill of different ways of cooling off in an emergency at home or out and about. It’s a drag. Imagine, it’s 85 degrees and you’re in a traffic jam on a bridge and the car A/C goes out. You are a 50+ year old fat man. Are you. We grew apart I think, eventually we both decided that we should stop seeing eachother. We were still good friends thogh, whenever either of us were upset and just needed someone to talk to. The other one was always there for him - sometimes sexually. So we had and still do have a very good relationship. In that period after you break up with someone (you know what it's like...) I relied upon my other friends more than I ever had in my life. Some of them knew about Derek but most of them. My tongue finally made its way inside her to gather the last of her fluids. After cleaning her out, I moved further south to her back door. I gently licked and lapped at her swollen pucker as she whimpered faintly.Lisa was spent, so I picked her up and gently placed her in her office chair. As I was doing that, Red lay back on Lisa's desk with her legs pulled back and spread. I stepped up and pushed inside her crimson beaver and began some slow insertions. She seemed to be enjoying the.