The.hell!!!Me: (I had to continue, I knew it , I had fucked up enough times in my life and I didn’t wanna fuck this up too) I am sorry Upasana, but ... love You, I have loved you since the first time I saw you, you are very beautiful,very attractive, god you’re sexy, and I don’t wanna lose you , I want you, I need youI said all this in a breath and I when I finished I was breathing heavily, what she did after that, I can’t forget it even if I want toShe came forward and regardless of my mother. She would trudge all the way up to my room to change the bed sheets which she did not do for the other residents, and after a while she started to do my laundry which was not expected.Late one night after a hot but frustrating date with a coy coed, I came in to find the light was on in Mrs. W's front parlour, I could hear the TV was on. As I went toward the stairs, she called to me in her thick accent, "Stoo-vart, comink in here a minute". I thought she was going to bawl me out for the late. “You talked to Delores about having a baby with me?”Jason looked at me as if deciding what to say next. Fight or flight?“What’s so wrong with that, Claire. It’s what people who are in love do, isn’t it? It’s what you and Neil did?”“But that was different. We were young and married to each other. Now I’m in my forties, and in case you haven’t noticed, I’m married to Neil.”“Women in their forties have children all of the time. My mother had Delores and Leon when she was your age. And these days. I've always considered you my grandson in my heart. Now, that will be true in name. I'm happy for both of you."I said, "Congratulations to you both. It's also net time." We hustled into our radio room and turned the radio on. When the net was called, I checked in saying, "This is Charlie and family with two announcements." Monica, Bobbi, and David looked at me curiously. My great uncle, Ted, was net control this evening. After all the various persons checked in this evening, he returned to me..