And I did something that I'm not proud of. I bailed.I spent the first day and a half of The Program completely avoiding the guy who was supposed to be...my Program partner-not to mention was supposed to be my boyfriend. I just went out of my way not to have any contact with him. He even called Monday night, and I made an excuse about homework.I had my reasons. No, what I was doing wasn't fair, wasn't right, wasn't generous or loving or all those things I had always supposed I was. It was rotten.. . keep your people safe."I call upon the guardians of the watch fires of the South. Protect this gathering of the people of the Goddess and the God. Cast out evil ... keep your people safe."I call upon the guardians of the watch fires of the West. Protect this gathering of the people of the Goddess and the God. Cast out evil ... keep your people safe."I call upon the guardians of the watch fires of the North. Protect this gathering of the people of the Goddess and the God. Cast out evil .... I feel so dirty and sexy while I mingle and keep my eyes on my sexy black affair while I keep tasting his sperm in my mouth. About an hour later, everyone had pretty much left except Troy. We sat talking and Conrad finally says he’s too drunk and tired and he was going to bed. Troy says he should probably leave too and I walk him to the door as Conrad goes upstairs to our room. Before we even get to the door, Troy has grabbed me into his arms and kissing me hard up against the wall. I cant take. ‘ ‘No, I understand,’ Ana said. ‘And, I do think you should try to get Jack to change his mind about Brandon. I don’t pretend to know the business, but I do know something about human nature. And, I can tell you, Brandon is someone people will like to deal with, Todd is not.’ She looked at Miles. ‘Just for what it’s worth, from a semi interested third party.’ ‘Will you be able to entertain yourself here? I shouldn’t be too long.’ ‘Take as long as you need. I’ll be alright. I do have my car, if.