She would tell me her problems, and of course, I would listen and give her advice. Being much older, I never would have thought that she had a little ...rush on me.Our conversations began to become more erotic, and we hinted around at our feelings for each other. This went on for a couple of weeks, and one night she calls, and our conversation became highly sexual. We started discussing oral sex, which is one of my favorite subjects, and I told her that I had fantasied about her on occasion. She. Most ladies ive known did not think their own pussy was pretty. Only after convincing them i love pussy they would drop the defenses and allow me full access to the most intimate part of themselves. And once you gain that confidence the pussy is yours for you both to enjoy. ------------- My idea was to place an add in a adult internet meeting site. I worded the add carefully to leave no doubts what i was seeking and offering to them. I said : Man, clean non smoker, white, seeks ladies. That hurt me too. i was toyoung and to confused to tell you what i'm telling you now."My tears were welling up and my emotions were getting hard to control. Deep within my mind, panels were shining red 'FAULT" lights. Please Jesus,help me now. Help me go though till the bitter end. i continued."i think i was fourteen at the time. i have trouble remembering exactevents and days because i think it hurts too much. But i went on, mom.i used the hormone patches i stole from Aunt---. And when you. This was all too much. I was finally kissing and holding the woman I have wanted for so long. I wanted this to be special, romantic and loving. I wanted to make her feel special. I remembered what she had said over dinner, how men were coming up short in one way or another. I have never been a selfish lover, quite the contrary. My goal has always been to pleasure her first and foremost. I have found that pays off. After kissing Marcy's stomach and I needed to feel her breasts in my mouth. I.