When you hold me, I find the familiarity of Mandy, but also the uniqueness of you. Do I have the ability to choose which draws me more? Will knowing t...at change my desire for you or how I’ll act on that desire? Ed, I don’t believe we can extricate Mandy out of our beings or our relationship. Maybe part of making love to each other will be our making love to her. Though I may have been jealous of her perfect body, I’m not jealous of the love you feel for her or shared with her. You can’t imagine. And asked me “what is this?” . “this is the video I shot of your sex session with uncle, and I should be the one asking you what is this? And why are you being such a slut? I said. She started crying and said “after your father died I had sexual urges and this was the only way, and sumit was the only one who I can trust.I said “I will spread this video in your office and I our neighborhood”. “please don’t do that I will do anything for you, If you want I will get you a new bike” she said. “I. This day had only just started.They topped a low hill, and she saw it. "A cubby! We made those in Oz!"The boys looked at each other and shrugged. "What's a cubby?" asked one.She blinked and pointed at the rough little shack that stood in a small hollow at the foot of the hill. "That," she said."Oh." Where's Oz?" asked another."Oz-tralia, stupid," said Charles."Oh. Duh."As they approached the little house, Lee said, "We built it ourselves."Cindy looked at it admiringly. "Fair dinkum?" she. "Feel weird about what?" She looks down at his grasping hands and then looks back up into his eyes. "Melody, I like you." Melody just stared at him. What was this, high school? "Garren…" She begins, "No! Mel, please just listen. I didn't know how great of a girl you are till a year ago. When we first met, I knew you were kind, sweet, funny and beautiful, but I never realized that you are so much more." He pauses for a second, "I can't even describe what I'm feeling." "Garren, I am shocked.".