Let me try to help you." Probably violated allsorts of professional therapist stuff with that but I didn't mind, Iwanted to get into John's head."OK, ...helly. I, I get it, that's why I'm here." I stroked John's hand acouple of times. John was about 45-50 or so, well-built if a bit heavy(us Midwestern fellows seem to be built that way), with thick, darkhair, cut rather long. He was wearing usual male boring clothes, jeansand a rugby shirt with tennis shoes. His hands were soft so he. Kiki then kissed me and I left to go do my regular job. There were plenty in the green room.The afternoon is another blur, then its time to go home. I get dressed and Kiki drives us home. At home we do normal domestic things, Kiki feeds the little one, we get some food, we sit down to watch the TV. That's when I notice that Kiki isn't sitting. She's kneeling, not quite at my feet, a bit off to the side. She's also lost her crop top. Her usual CEO (of a porn company) attire is a mini skirt and. Scared I got up to see if Leon was still there and noticed I was wet between my legs not like I had sex but aroused this also frieghtened me.This worried me the next day.When I got to the house that aftrnoon Leon was waiting for me nervous about the day before we went inside and I noticed Leon was acting strange.I didnt know whether to confront him about the day before or not.So I decided just to stay away from him as much as I could.After about 2 hours I was working in the living room and Leon. Why did Jesus die on the cross? He did not use the safe word. A lot of people use safe words to signal distress. Typically they will be something like the word red or something you cant forget – like your name, rather than the word ‘no’ which does not always mean what it says. With someone as good as this man, you don’t need a safeword,It is time to lie on the bench. Off my feet and finally lying down I feel my body let go. I explode as the pent up tension I have held in check flows out of me.