Uske desires bhi pure hone chahiye.aur usne soch liya ki woh aab sab kuch apne maan ka karegi. Thode dino baad shilpa mujhe shopping karte hue mili. M...ra ghar wahin tha, meine usse apne ghar par bulaya. Mere ghar par koi nahi tha. Mere paas ek sex magazine thi. Meine usse jaan-buch ke hall mein rakh diya newspaper ke saath. Phir mein chaye banane chala gaya. Newspaper uthate hi usse woh magazine mili. Woh shocked reh gayi. Mere chay lane par usne mujhe uss magazine ke bare mein pucha. Meine. 'Towel, ' I said. Pilar put a clean one on the bed and I laid Elena on it. Her hair was plastered round her face and the childish shape of her skull was accentuated by the white background. Her torso was bruised and grazed and her small breasts scarcely showed.Between us we dried her and wrapped her wet hair in a hand-towel, and I held her while Pilar eased the tee-shirt over her body. She made it look easy: perhaps nurses' training is useful after all. I pulled the sheet up over her. OK for. So, I made the accident happen and we just kissed on. Well, well.Now, encouraged, I started trying to work my hand up under her shirt. She moved her head away and said, "Um, let me up, okay?" and I thought that maybe our fun was over when she sat up and quickly took off her shirt and bra, then lay back down, smiling up at me."Now, that's better, right?" and she pulled me down and we began kissing again.Omigod, the first girl's boobs I'd ever seen. Or felt. Oh, man, this was heaven, for sure.. Also, whether or not Vanessa would ever see him as ‘dad’, Jared would still love this girl with everything in him all his life - come what may.Vanessa quickly pulled back from her sudden embrace and once again faced the task at hand. She faced that little flight of steps just ten yards away and began her slow march towards whatever lay ahead.As Vanessa slowly crossed that ten yards of no-man’s land she found her mind racing back over all the events of the last two years of her life that had.