Doug, you come across next, a minute behind me. Cross about twenty yards to the west of me and do just what you saw me do. In the woods you won’t be...able to go straight because there are too many bushes and small trees in there, so zigzag as much as you have to but keep moving generally parallel to me. About every twenty or thirty yards I’ll find a place where I can stand up, and you can see me. If we’ve drifted apart, then as you advance try to get back within twenty yards of me. Got all. I had been out of bed earlier to urinate, and to raise the setting on the cabin’s wall heater. The cabin used it in place of a central heat unit. I had been back in bed long enough to clear my head of those thoughts. So I was ready to clean my body by the time I resolved to do nothing.‭I passed by the coffee jug filled with day old coffee. I could smell the fresh pot as it brewed. The fresh pot got saved until all the older coffee was consumed. Simply because I liked old coffee. I know I’m. I’m at the bar. Let me get to the back room – I can hardly hear you ... There, that’s better. What’s up?”“Mel, you’d never guess! Roger and I finally managed to have a long talk, in bed as you might guess. Since I’ve been back, he’s barely spoken to me. It was like living at the North Pole. I finally gave him a load of shit and told him I’d cut off his balls if he didn’t tell me what the matter was.”“The reason he didn’t want to come was because he thought I was getting bored with him and. Again, it was hot that summer, and all of us were making due, but my sister especially seemed to eschew her normal clothing for a very different style. It wasn't just that she wore less; it was how she wore it. Often I would come home from a long day outside, grab a beer, and pass the living room to see my sister staring at the television, oblivious to the world around her. She wore the same t-shirts she'd always worn - the ones she felt comfortable wearing in the house - but seldom with a bra..