I fumbled with myself a little more in confusion, but soon I realised that there was no way I’d end up coming. Which was fine, by the way. I'd found...the whole scene very satisfying anyway. My mug of untouched cold instant coffee still stood on the window-seat next to me. I looked at it in amazement, wondering why I even bothered making those coffees in the morning. I rarely enjoyed them and never drank the whole thing anyway. It was just a habit, I guess. After a few short minutes, the cafe's. Cherie, what are you doing? Since when did you become an exhibitionist?"How so?" he croaked."Well, that seems to come from inside my tummy," I said, using the word on purpose. It implied an innocence that I felt I had to break through. "When that happens, it kind of rumbles throughout my body like thunder until I explode from the inside out."I thought about it a little. "I honestly don't even know if it's possible to have both at the same time. They seem to come from completely different. Mom said she felt sick thinking he was going to use the tape to blackmail her but then he explained that he had shown that tape to some "movie " people and they were interested in knowing if she would like to be paid to be filmed fucking. Of course she said she was shocked but kind of interested as well. That night Dad had come home and said he was going to be gone for two weeks as he had to fill in on a sales trip for a sick partner. Mom told of her anger at the thought of Dad going off to get. ‘I know that you come up here to sun bathe and such nude. With your shirt off and those loose shorts, I could not see any tan lines. If you notice, I don’t have any either. So relax, I won’t be afraid of you if you won’t be afraid of me. Is that water as cold as I think it is?’ I chuckled. ‘You think I was born this short. It’ll make your nipples hurt.’ She slipped the cut-off Levi’s down over her hips and dropped them to the ground. Stepping out of them, she did a slow turn showing her body to.