When I was 18 I had slept when over 400 guys and about 120 girls and lost the love of my life Ray Norman he was funny, tall, dark hair, hot sexy body ...nd the only man that could true satisfy me, we had a huge break and he started to see other girls and I can’t lose him so I slept with this other girl and he walked in on us together.I was still cut up about it when I started uni, I had a new boyfriend Jeff but I just couldn’t get Ray out of my head.One day Jeff came to me and said hey I am. I know thatsounds delusional, but it's true. And no, I don't expect that changinggender will solve all of life's problems. Still, I have to be happy withmyself first and foremost. I'm not as John."All of my friends, including Sam, treat me as though I was a girl. Ithink I finally knew it when I attended Darla's party last weekend.Everything just seemed so right. This was how I was meant to live mylife. Not as someone pretending to be male. Mom looked at me as thoughthis was all her fault.. Finger fucked her pussy faster.She started to njoy and stopped protesting me. I took advantage and kissed her boobs.She took hold of my face kissed my lips and started rubbing my penis on my shorts.She started to squeeze my penis.I fastly finger fucked her pussy where she ejaculated her liquids but i am not satisfied.I took her out of the room as there is a danger of being caught.She took my penis out from my boxers and started rubbing mine.I got tempted and took her boobs from her bra and. I suggest a couple of you move my bunk to the center here. I think I could use a drink first and then we can just makeup the rest as we go.”I walked into the group and someone handed me a drink and we talked about the mission and there were several jokes made about my special role in it. As we had more to drink, I was receiving gentle stroking and knew it was my Unit mates. They knew what I liked and were helping me get ready. I put my drink down, stepped away and slowly took my clothes off..