Javier pulled his pants down and sat on the foot of my bed as I knelt down and "thanked" him for the food. I liked Javier and found that my intentions...for blowing him had moved from sheer boredom and loneliness at first to showing my appreciation for food and giving him what I knew his wife wasn't. He always got extremely hard, extremely quick and for me, that was always a confidence booster. It didn't matter to me if it was a ripped guy like David or Duke or a, now, fairly obese guy like. .. so harsh, so ugly, so full of hate! Wait, I know that voice, oh no!"Christine shuffled carefully along in the pitch dark. She cautiously skated one foot forward and then the other with her arms outstretched, grasping for purchase with anything solid. Her breathing sounded harsh and loud in her own ears. Even though she could see nothing, the young woman closed her eyes, tilted her head and listened. She wished to catch the import of the murmured words echoing and bouncing about her."Vandal!. She squeezed and tickled my nipples through the fabric. I wanted to leave right then, but I couldn’t. Something about the situation I was in was making me stay. I didn’t know what it was. She kissed me, and I kissed her back, this time letting my tongue slide into her mouth first. ‘Want me to go further?’ she asked. I nodded involuntarily. With that said, she slipped her hands up my shirt and underneath my bra, feeling and groping my chest. The only other time anyone has done this to me was at. " Her touch was calming me, taking away the anger and replacing it with the softer concern of a friend. "I'm sorry."She stepped up to me. She didn't try groping or any of the girls' usual tactics. She just hugged me. "You're worried and scared." She looked into my eyes, "And you're trying to find a way to let it out." There has to be a better way." It was all I could think to say. I could feel the thought coming from Renée. The tension did need letting loose, but I didn't want to hear it. I.