I swallowed and it went into my throat again. It hurt because it was stretching my throat out so much. But she just kept pushing my head more and his ...ock was going even deeper.I finally figured out how to breathe through my nose, but it was shallow breaths. The next thing I knew, I was feeling his pubic hair on my nose. I had all 13 inches of his cock in my mouth and throat.I heard Jeni say, “Damn cunt, I can see it in your throat. That is so cool.”Everyone was laughing at me because I had. Even the moon's brightness didn't penetrate enough to show the faces of the black-skinned troops who were confronting the pair in the African Bush. He thought that if only he had listened to the others and had a European girlfriend all would have been well. But the tall African girl at his side was now a big problem. She spoke rapidly in Hausa to the sergeant, who seemed less than happy - she had told Sven to play dumb - "don't open your mouth - it will only make it worse!" had been her exact. I kept telling her it would be fun, but it was no use. So then it turned into just us three.When the weekend came, Eddie and I got Matt his at the time favorite drink, Costco brand whiskey, and headed over. We just kinda hungout, drank, did a couple natural d**gs, and chatted up the night with some video and card games. It went on for a few hours until Eddie payed for a car ride home just before 1am. He asked if I wanted a lift home with him, but I don’t normally like leaving my car overnight,. I determined that from that day on I would live. Live as best I could because life was too short.Still the emptiness in me haunted and tormented as I went forth living. Two years later, I had dated a few women. Nothing. I felt nothing and acted like I felt. Cold and alone. I could see it was me, not them. I wasn't going to find anyone else to replace my Laura. I guess deep inside I couldn't let go of her at all.One day, I just gave up trying to find someone else. It wasn't working out and I.