The first words out of his mouth were that he and Morgan, a girl we went to school with, were now dating. Needless to say, I told him nothing that da.... But as I lay in bed that night, I told myself that he would be over her in a few days, maybe even a week or two. I was wrong. After about a year of them dating, I got over my love for Jaren and fell in love with a new guy. Tommy Fenner, was just as cute if not cuter than Jaren. (Or at least that’s what I told myself to numb the pain of. He also knew that those two things were all he tried to give her. "Why did she have to come to my bed?" he thought. "Why didn't she stay on the couch like she said she'd do?"Dressed now, Joel walked into the kitchen, grabbed a half-full gallon jug of milk from the refrigerator and took a drink from the plastic bottle. He spit it into the sink. "Sour! Shit! My whole fucking life is sour now. And shit, too. What the hell can I do? How can I ever make this right with Janie?"He grabbed a stale. Better and better, i thought. i moved a little closer to him and, after getting over the shock, he rallied and kept talking. By now the man on the other side of the aisle and closed his eyes and was nodding so i took Brian's hand and placed it on my knee. His clammy skin was really rather disgusting but i kept smiling and talking. Not really believing his luck, Brian squeezed my knee reassuringly as he tried to find something to say which he felt might impress me. He didn't do very well! Still,. Thenurse asked me for my name, my parents names, contact info, etc. I gaveher my girl name, appropriately enough, but she asked some more and thenI also gave her my boy name. Suddenly I remembered why I was there. Ashock went through me and I tried to sit up and look and see if it wasreally true, but I was fastened down to the bed. The nurse asked me,"What happened to you?"I answered, "I want to be a girl so I cut off my boy parts." You did this yourself?" she asked."Yes," I answered..