Maybe, I am not ready to do that.’ ‘No, you probably aren’t, but tell me, when was the last time someone, anyone, asked you to just talk about y...urself and was willing to listen?’ ‘Let’s see, counting today, it has probably been about thirty years ago now.’ ‘Unless I miss my guess, that would have been your mother who asked and you were about 5 years old and she wanted to know what you wanted to be when you grew up.’ I grinned. ‘You are partially right. She wanted to know why I was fascinated. ”I gathered myself and spoke. “I don't want to be pissed on!” I blurted out. He stopped and turned round on the narrow path. “Did I get you into trouble?” He asked with little sincerity.“No, but I cannot go back to work soaked today. I don't want that.”“Did I go too far?”“Yes.” I said looking down at the leaf-litter. “Funny.” He said. “I swear you wanted to suck this as I piss.” He grabbed my hand and placed it over his impressive bulge. My fingers automatically fondled him. I was breathing. Nurses and doctors came and went. She just laid there, the only sounds I heard were those of the machines. Man-made equipment was monitoring her and giving her the life sustaining support that she needed.I finally realized that it was time to leave. There was nothing further that I could do that night. I found a patch of skin on her forehead and gave her a little kiss. I looked at her for a moment and then said, "Get well, honey." After saying those words, I turned and headed out the door. I. The trouble was, Angela had two big jock brothers and they had the other upstairs bedroom. I'd been up there once or twice when I'd hung out with them, but the geography of the house was fuzzy in my mind. I finally decided that if her brother's answered the window, I'd just have to hide. I tossed the pebbles and after about the third one, Angela opened the window and looked out. I was trying to hide behind a bush but I don't suppose it hid much. She laughed at the sight of me and called Kim.