We've decided that intimacies such as masturbation will be "semi-private." Once again, I am not quite sure where that will lead or exactly what it wil... turn out to mean, "Semi-private." But, I'm okay with it, I think.Today - Charley:I put down the diary and lay back to think of that day. I remember it as if it were yesterday. For myself, I was, at that point, terribly conflicted, I guess. I wasn't as sure as I pretended about some parts of the sex scene. I knew that seeing a girl's panties or. It was such a hard pointing boob as I felt with curvy round shape. Not like baggy soft thing which has no fun of touching or sucking at all. I looked at her in excusing expression and get adjusted. I really wanted to touch her boobs as it was my favourite and she is a pretty looking charming lady in her latter 20’s at that time.She may have married but no sign of a ring in her hand. With the time she tried get herself relax by adjusting her bags around. I also kept calm and waited for a chance. But Alex was already beginning to fight off my mental hold on his testicles, and knew if I didn't get Eric over by me, I wouldn't be able to protect him.I suddenly sensed the presence of my coin in my pocket, and realized I had to make a choice. And since there was no choice to be made when it was between a coin and Eric, I jerked myself into a standing position, literally ripped the pocket out of my jeans while pulling the red object out, then screamed, "YOU WANT IT! GO FUCKING GET IT!" and. Oh, I've had suspicions about Sam's sexuality since we broke up in the elevator...Sam and Carly, let's face it, are closer than close. Best friends? Puh-lease. They've been in love from day one. Well... at least Sam has. I'm sure of it.But you guys don't even know what I'm going on about do you?My apologies! Let me start from the beginning...* * *It was a week and a bit ago when it happened... or when I witnessed it happening. In fact... Gibby was there too. So there were two witnesses. I was.