She could smell the overpowering stench of tar. "I want to go home." What was that, Cecily? Can you repeat it please? I didn't hear you?"The two capto...s compelled Cecily to walk. They guided her across the floor towards a big white door on the far side of the room, but her feet were leaden and drugged and they were difficult to move, and they were becoming heavier and more leaden with each laboured step; and Cecily's balance was faulty.She saw blinds obscuring the windows and a nurse standing. Shina decided to take her two daughters on a final shopping trip as there was still much money that had not been spent and it would be of no use after they left the planet. With less than a week in which to work it was not possible for Shina to liquidate more than a small fraction of her family's assets, which were quite extensive. In truth the purpose of the trip was as much to pass the time as to fill any remaining needs.Shina and her daughters spent the entire afternoon in the shipping areas. Damn it, I kissed you! You lied to me about who youare. Why should I even care at this point?"I was sobbing at that point. I said, "This has been out of control fora while, but it really hit the fan with the dancing last night. I wasalways convinced that I was a boy who was trapped in this situation.But, maybe there is something else. I know that it isn't just thehormones that made me want to kiss you."He said, "I need time to think. I will tell you this. Somehow, I'm alot angrier about. It wasn’t until toward the end of summer when we finally decided to take a trip away together. A trip where we would finally be ‘together’ in the carnal sense of the word.We weren’t going far. One of my fellow physicians at Vandy had a beach house on the Gulf coast of Florida that he rented out and he convinced me that having a stand-alone house would be a much better experience for us than a hotel. We would have our own refrigerator, a kitchen, and, oh by the way, he also had a fishing boat we.