" You know how when you see someone every day, you don't notice changes. But when it's someone you don't see regularly, the changes look prettydrastic..." OK?" Looking at you now, I see myself through another set of eyes."She looked at me. "Yes, I see what you mean." Say 'yeah'." What?" Guys say yeah, not yes." We'd both be better off not saying too much, you know?" Yeah." Yes." Sorry, yes. Anyway, looking at you I see what I've done to myself." Meaning?" Meaning I've let myself go." And I. ‘Jenkins will continue your education and so shall I. We will make you into the finest companion for our guests, I have no doubt. Go now and send Jenkins to me.’ From henceforth I was to be available to her or to Jenkins as required. In addition to these personal services for them, I was to be introduced to her ‘friends’ for their pleasure too. Jenkins sent for me that afternoon. I went again to her private quarters. She led me into a room I had not been aware of hitherto. It was a large room. ” She smiled slightly. “Completely blind, maybe. But not stupid.”I kissed her again and we fell back onto the bed. The salty taste on her lips just reminded me that I had just watched her lick my cum off our friend. I’d seen a side of her I hadn’t expected, and it turned me on.I vaguely noticed Sophie excusing herself to go to the bathroom, but her voice seemed to come from a different room. Maybe even from a different world. There was the world of Zoe and me, and then there was a separate. I told her Beatrice treated me bad, that it was her who didn’t want kids. I told Sarah Beatrice told me she might have kids someday; just not my kids. You know how Sarah is; a bleeding fucking heart. It was still all bullshit, but you know what else? I think Sarah wanted to anyway. I mean I could have said something like, ‘Hey let’s jump in the sack, ‘ and she would’ve said, ‘yeah sure, why not?’”I felt sick listening to him. My stomach was tied in knots, I asked, “You said you weren’t the.