One night, Kate, the girl whose dorm was next to mine, obviously felt sorry for me and invited me to a house party. I plucked up the courage and decid...d to go. I barely spoke a word to Kate as we walked to the party and, once there, she disappeared, leaving me to fend for myself. I ended up in kitchen where I drank heavily to steady my nerves.Two men entered and they seemed even more out of place than me. One was not much older than me and good looking. The other was middle-aged, fairly ugly. ” Velvet and I were both wearing bikinis so together we pushed them down to our ankles and stood back up. “Over girls,” Mum snapped briskly. Seconds later and I was staring at the carpet with my hands on the floor for balance and when I looked under the chair I saw my legs dangling inches above the floor on the other side. Jaden’s lap felt firm, as usual, and I couldn’t help but look at her legs which I knew would tense as soon as the spanking started. I lay neatly across Jaden’s lap and waited. I was a neat and careful cook. Actually, cooking was another hobby though I rarely had the chance to show my ability to anyone.I wondered if Jack had any siblings or parents alive. My parents were gone and I had been an only child. My decision to divorce Mike had been put off due to their illnesses. When they died, divorce was my thought and then Mike was killed. I wondered how innocent of cheating Jack had really been. He had the look that suggested he had a way with women.I was worried about. So I don't know."She looked up at me and put her hand on my face and said, "Daddy, I'm sorry that Mum is gone for you, and you are lonely. Please know that I love you. I hope you can find someone. In the meantime, I'm always here for you." I know, Pumpkin. I love you too." She moved up and kissed me softly, lingering her lips on mine. I responded and started kissing her deeper, my tongue licking her lips and poking a little inside them, but then I pulled away. "Oh, Pumpkin, I'm sorry." What are.