Allowed me to read all varieties of pornographic books and magazines. And of course they allowed me to watch any of the fine collection of adult video...and DVD movies they had built up over a number of years on my own state-of-the-art electronic equipment in my well-appointed bedroom.No, allowing for all of the above it is totally the fault of all those rejections. After all for a boy like me, how many humiliating verbal slaps in the face are you expected to take before you stop trying, before. It had been on my mind all week getting more excited as the day drew near then when i woke up this morning there was excitement and possibly alot of nerves too kind of a weird feeling so we tried to busy ourselves during the day. It was nearly 5pm we had our dinner early tonight then I went off for a bath to get ready my mind was racing as I lay there thoughts streaming through my mind as to how it would all pan out would she turn up how would it start should we make the first move damn i was. “Let’s go get Brian and make this happen,” he said, sporting his hard on and taking her by the hand as they found Brian and Rachel in the kitchen. “You might wanna put your hard on away…” Brian said as they entered the kitchen. “You still down to double team a girl tonight?” He beamed at his best friend. “Ummm, who?” “Kelsey…she said she wants us to fuck her.” “No shit?” He looked Kelsey up and down. “You really want that?” “Yes, I really do!” Kelsey’s shyness completely went out the window.. You swallowed the lot apart from a few drops. thata girl! I stared at him growing angry 'I didn't have any choice you bastard you had me pinned with your cock down my throat, I could've choked to death!' He just laughed. 'Don't be so dramatic, you just need practice, and believe me if you want the business I'll give you plenty of that!' He walked over to his desk and picked up the three ten pound notes and handed them to me.Having dressed he took out a bottle of whiskey and poured some into two.