"I wasn't in the mood. Far from. In my illness it was impossible tocherish Earth or This Life with anything like Roberto's enthusiasm. Heleft rather q...ickly, let down by my lack of interest in all the things hehad to say about the wonders of Earth-worship.In the throes of this illness, suspicion marked my psyche. I doubted somany presumptions, but never the meaningfulness, to me, of my personalpractice of cross-dressing. Transvestitism has always been a kind ofperformance art in which, in my. He could hardly concentrate in his anger, and was simply switching channels.”Sahab! Do you want tea?” When Subhash looked up it was Sushila asking this question to him. She was standing at the door of his bedroom as if refusing to come inside. He nodded his head as he looked at her with cold eyes. The bitch was getting out of hand.When Sushila came with the tea, Subhash asked her, “Why are you late?”Sushila handed him the cup of tea and simply walked off, not bothering to answer Subhash. He was. When I was sure that was true, a tall, good looking guy with a winning smile asked her to dance and winked at me before leading her to the dance floor. I watched as he swung her and dipped her and spun her in circles before leaving her at the table and returning to a place at the bar when he sipped at a bottle of beer and looked at us. I listened to Michelle tell me how much she had enjoyed the dances and watched her finish a beer.Since the bar was too busy to get decent service, I took our. "PART 3Everyone was asked to move outside the temple.as soon as we got outside Isaw that there were many palanquins we are asked to sit in it to travel tothe village to our houses. After reaching the village we were asked to goto our houses.As I got to my house and saw my mother (Maya) and father standing outsideto greet me, on the patio outside they acted as if I had always been agirl they started referring to me by "Avni".As soon as we went inside our house as saw the priestess whose name.