Vielleicht gefällt es ihnen.” Er legt die Kisten neben ihr auf den Boden ab und bleibt dann lächelnd stehen. Schüchtern wirft er kurz einen Blick...zu ihren Füßen, dann in ihr Gesicht. Irgendwie hatte sie etwas strenges an sich. Ob es der Zopf war? Prüfend betrachtet Jasmin den obersten Schuhkarton und war überrascht auf der Kiste die Schuhgröße 39 zu lesen. Dann fällt ihr jedoch der Blick von Manuel zu ihren Füßen auf und sie schmunzelt kurz. “Bist du gerade ganz alleine hier?” Manuel nickt.. But I can never be seen as one."For a while afterward, there was silence.Then Helva said, "When I first decided I wanted to sing, someone mighthave told me it was impossible. Yet I found a way. Can you find a way tobe seen as a girl? What makes me a girl that you can't do?"Her saying that cut through my pity-party and got me thinking like ashell-person again."I ... could just ask them to call me by a female name? Use femalepronouns?" You certainly could." But would they do it?" They might. I. Its pretty the, attending college, coming to home, doing work if we have any, having food which will be made by servant and retire to our bedroom.During weekends, we used to wander around the city like malls, theatres, beach, park etc as both of us are wanderlust. Sometimes we attend parties in pubs with our close friends. Some weekends we simply stay inside the house having a well cooked food, drinks[we got habituated after coming to college] TV, internet etc. During those times, we had many. “They are going to think you’re a gold-digger,” he said with a big grin.“A what?” she exclaimed and sat up suddenly.“Yep!” Dale said as he lay back and put his hands behind his head. “They will think you got pregnant to get my money,” he told her grinning even more broadly.Terry frowned, “What money? I know you do okay with your job, but we won’t be rich,” she sated.“We’re already rich,” he said. She looked at him with exasperation, having no idea what he was on about. He put her out of her.