I stopped mid sentence, 'Jesus Leo, you fucking early bird', when even with his broad back to me I could clearly see the same pose my ex used to show ...e when I walked in and caught him mid stream.I turned to make sure the corridor was empty before continuing into the staff room, closing the door, whilst poor Leo frantically struggled to get his zipper back up. 'Don't snag your balls mate on my account', I said, trying to defuse his feelings of embarrassment.All zippered up he turned and finally. She was wet, whether with sweat or some sort of physical response he didn't know. Or care. "If you let me go right now, I won't say anything to anyone about it." She said. Jake looked deep into her eyes and a sense of shame came over him, because he already knew what he was going to do. "I'm sorry...but I'm going to have you," he said almost tenderly. She looked up at him with a strange look, then started struggling again as he slid two fingers into her. He pulled them out of her and tasted. ”“And I, you,” I replied.“Good,” she said simply, “now, the future. Will we be together forever? You know the whole thing, wedding, house, two point four kids, dog, two car garage, all that. I don’t know, but I’ve just turned eighteen, you’re not even sixteen yet, it’s too soon to know. But if you take being together as being friends, lovers, even just occasionally, and being there for each other when we’re needed. Yes, David, I’m sure we will. Maybe one day we will be married, and I for one. "You did give me permission. and I am sorry for letting things get to this point, but I can't." No."He looked away. "No," I say again with more finality. "Tell me why you can't, and save me the sob story about this being about my mortality."I remain frozen where I lay as I wait for him to answer. "It has nothing to do with your mortality, but everything to do with me," he admitted, his eyes still never leaving mine. Those gray eyes of his pleaded with me, begged me, of forgiveness, but there.