.Getting back to work and trying to deal with my fluctuating emotions was hell, but worst of all was, Ray did not call as he promised. I was an emotio...al wreck, not knowing if they returned from holiday and what the future held for me. At least I told my best friend Jenna about what happened and she tried to make my life bearable by dragging me kicking and screaming to clubs, parties and everything else that she could fabricate in an effort to make me feel better. It helped a little bit and at. After she moved out into her own flat, she and I continued to see each other but she of course had other relationships as well. After Dorothy had lived in her flat for about a year she decided to change around some bedroom furniture, and my wife Caroline volunteered my services to go over there one Saturday morning to help with the removals. I was looking forward to getting the furniture moved so that her mother and I could be left alone for the afternoon. When I got there I was crestfallen to. A young guy at the counter asked me if it was my first time and explain to me the rules to follow. Once I paid my entrance he let me in, gave me my towel and showed me the lockers. The first contact was very friendly and therefore reassuring.Two men were in the locker room. I started to undress, took a quick shower and then got in a special room to dress up as Lisa. Once I got out I already felt the looks on me. I was not sure yet if it was a “ crossdressers are so strange” look or “mmmm I hope. In fact, it might be better if you started seeing someone." Feeling like a side dish, I shook my head yes...even though I was hoping for more with Barb. She noticed my disappointment on my face and walked over to me. She took my hand and moved it up her skirt to feel her warm moistness. Confused and aroused, she let me fingers her a little before removing my hand to return to her chair. Barb decided a confession would inspire or aroused me even more. "I have needs and you meet my needs. Keep me.