I was scared, I was….terrible.” She looked away sorrowfully, and contemplated words that could make it all better. But there were none. The truth,...then. “I was not good for you then, Alex. I needed—I NEED—to clear my stupid head. My stupid, stupid head..." she sighed sadly, as she leaned against the same wall he’d been against. “I would never have been mature enough to appreciate you before, but BELIEVE me, a lot’s happened and I now know how fucking stupid I was!” Her voice cracked and a tear,. ”He paused, as if suddenly realizing that fact, and sat beside her. He was close. She turned her face to his and he leaned in to kiss her. Their lips met only briefly.“You think Jane is okay with this? She did stop you earlier.”“She had sex with you didn’t she?”“That’s true, maybe it’s something you should discuss-”He had kissed her again, this time guiding the girl to her back. He was braced over her, erection pointing severely.“Mmm, you really are a scumbag.”“Huh?”She shook her head and. Your dream is to be married or is it to be with me and have my children? Share a life with me and all. Were your parents married or not? Did your father leave because of no vows or because of something else?" My dream was ... and is, to be yours, Ben. Marriage or not. To be yours, but I was hoping for marriage, so you would maybe help me stay in the country, too, between that and my babies. And because I wanted to walk down the aisle and have you declare to everyone that I'm yours. Other women. She could see my raging hard-on through my shorts practically in clear view. I stood there for minutes so she could enjoy a nice long look at what she was doing to me. I went back to my side of the sofa and we kept watching TV. It was so freaking hot. My whole body was slightly sweating. After about 10 minutes my mother asked me to come over and rub her feet. I went over and sat on the floor facing her and started rubbing her feet with my back to the TV. She moved her legs so I.