I called myself a dirty whore and told myself that being a harlot was an abomination, and I vowed that I never go back there again..My vow didn't last...long. After I thought about it, I realized that all the preachers in the world were wrong. When I took the guys cock in my mouth and sucked it, not only did the sky not fall on me, but also lightening didn't even strike me, well maybe that's what that was shooting up my spine, but if that is the kind of lightning that god would strike you with,. "He looked like he was trying to think of something to say but I stopped him. "Don't say anything. I understand. I don't expect you to forgive me. I'm not asking you to. I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I know you want me out of your life now. I don't know where to go."I put my head down on my arms then and cried quietly. I felt a hand on my head and I jumped, startled. I thought he had left the room.I sat up and without even looking up at him I. He had switched his phone off as it was a hectic day likely to consist of board meetings and more board meetings. The only saving grace was he can finally see Alin tomorrow. Alin had called Jared’s cell the whole morning and afternoon, but it was switched off. She then called the office and was told he was in meetings till 6pm. She decided she would go to his office and talk there. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It has just gone 7:30 and Jared was beyond tired, the meetings didn’t go as well as he had. } Gary was nearly 38 years old by the time he finally decided that he hated women. Not hate in the idea of refusing to enjoy sex with one of them from time to time, but he was sick and tired of being told one thing and finding out that the truth was quite different. Way back in high school, he really liked Shelly Martin. There wasn’t any sex of course, it was holding hands and two straws in the milkshake, always Chocolate because Shelly liked that best of all. Gary really enjoyed the holding.