?Of coursesince this relationship is really all about me and what I like and think, Icould choose to use what I learned or not, just as I pleased, but...it alwaysmade for some very interesting reading.For ateenager he actually wrote very well, passionately and honestly and even todayI often find myself still re-reading these essays to see if there are things orclues I might have missed.Some ofwhat he wrote has surprised me with its intensity but it has also encouragedand helped me to see inside. “Is this how Japanese families live?” I asked. “Hai Joe San. We no worry about others hearing us fuck. It natural Japanese wife fuck have babies.” Hardly surprising the orientals don,t have so many sexual hangups, but on the other hand they have a high suicide rate so all is not a rosey picture and when a few months later I found myself in Vietnam I discovered how life could be taken away very quickly, but that,s not relevant here. In the morning we had the house all to ourselves as the others. Intellectually, I knew what I wanted wasn't truly viable. Liz isn't Baltje; she just looks like Baltje, and the luncheon today helped me come to terms with that fact again. I'll deal with Andy and Liz as Andy and Liz in the future, not as Andries and Baltje." Won't you still feel some pain when you see her?" I asked."Yes, but partially thanks to you, Nicole, I'm no longer emotionally connected with her as Baltje. She's Liz, and frankly I like Liz as a person in her own right. She has many. He produced one of their cell phones and unlocked it. It was a nice looking Apple phone. “This belonged to Jack Hazel, star quarterback of the Lowndes County Vikings. Do you want me to read these text messages to you?”“No! Why? You are going to think what you want to think anyway,” Carmen folded her arms and couldn’t look at her husband.“There is a fat bitch at the truck stop. She has a lot of money on her and will do anything you want for 20 dollars,” Victor read the text message slowly..