I wake up at 8:30am and rub the tiredness out of my eyes, but I lay inbed for another half hour before eventually getting up. As much as I wantto hang...out with Nicole today to try to get rid of some of yesterday'stension, I know that's not an option - today's the day she and her familyleave for a two week holiday, as are Priya, Suriya and their family.After sending all three of them Facebook messages wishing them a goodholiday, I switch off my tablet computer and swing my legs out of bed,before. "You are doing well so far. Keep this up and you will soon find much pleasure. Inside will be the outfit you will wear tomorrow. If it isn't in the box, you don't wear it..." I opened it to find a short black skirt and a matching double breasted jacket. I held the skirt up to the one that I was wearing and noticed that it was about 2" shorter. This skirt was too short for me to wear to work. It would be something that I would only wear in the privacy of my home for Don. I didn't really pay much. The small arms we would be using, which also belonged to the training camp, were fitted with lasers which activated the gizmos on our 'waistcoats', so that the control staff could tell how effective our small arms fire was, or not! The APCs and tanks owned by the base already had similar laser equipment fitted—bloody big waistcoats.After drawing our APCs the drivers and commanders were sent to try them out on the prairie, a completely different environment from Salisbury Plain. The terrain was. He was silent for a while, obviously trying to control his emotions. He knew it wasn't her fault that they were there. It was his father's career that always came first. They never stayed anywhere long enough for him to have friends or put down roots and now he had gotten them into this fix.Thomas softened his tone and said, "I'm sorry, Mom. I shouldn't blame you. I'm trying not to hate Dad either. But I am growing up and ... I have all these emotions going through me. I feel like my life is.