I believed she'd done this in response to comments I'd earlier made about the way she presented herself to people. These little fragments of conversat...on usually went something like this:"Heard from Brad or Ashton lately?" No, but it doesn't surprise me that much. I doubt they drive to or from Las Vegas very often. Someday though."Another time, and she was the first to speak."Do you think my ass is too big?" Too big for what?" I'm not sure. This morning I was looking at myself in the big. At least that’s what he said it was. He waited while I drank it. George is a smallish man in height. He reminded me of the Planters Peanut guy without the monocle and the top hat. I lay back on the bed after he left and I must have dozed because a knock at the door startled me.I got up and opened the door. There were three of them two females and a male. The male was obviously gay by his dress and his manner. He kept up a running banter with himself the minute he enter the bedroom. The females. I mean come on, if you are going to try to kiss a girl, at least take a shower that week and use a breath mint or something. I was pushing him away, and thankfully my brother was watching out for me, so he dragged the jerk away before he got anywhere. Thank god, I want my first kiss to be something special, not some gross jerk forcing himself on me.I glanced down at the notebook and smiled as I recalled what was happening when I last wrote that page. It had only taken half a dozen pages to. When were we going to Frank and Jenny for the dinner tomorrow? Oh, that. It was 18:00 I think? Jason replies. Its 19:00.. Carrie says, with a hint of bitterness. Dinner and games, wasnt it? They nod. Cora has been away for a while. Where is she? Tim gets up. Ill see if I can find her. He walks through the pub, not finding me anywhere. He checks the bathrooms, to some girls dismay this is for the ladies, dipshit! Oh, sorry, I forgot, I used to be one! He replies dryly and walks back out. He.