5-6 din baad mein phir didi ke ghar gaya, didi us samay naha ke bahar aa rahi thi aur sheeshe ke saamne khare ho kar apne baal sukha rahi thi, mein ki...chen mein jaane ke bahane apne lund ko didi ki chut se ragar diya, didi ko ehsaas ho gaya aur usne ghoor ke meri taraf dekha, lekin mein aise raha ki koi khas baat nahi. Thodi der baad jab didi ne chai banai, to mein jaanbujhkar unke saamne apne ghare lund ko ragarne laga, unhone mujh aisa kate hue dekh liya aur apn muh fer ke tv dekhne lagi.. . wrong in my own body. Everythingfeels wrong. Lately I... I've been observing girls in a very differentway. I do like girls, but lately I have felt... jealous. It's so weird. Ifeel jealous of the way they look, especially now that I entered this newschool. Most girls in my class are a year older and they're... beautiful.They're just incredibly stunning. And I... hate that. I hate the fact thatevery day I'm becoming less like them. I have had this feeling for awhile, especially when my sister. Tee: ‘well stop stroking it – oh shit – youve got me doing it now – hang on – just get these shorts off – don’t want them getting sticky again’.Alia: ‘listen stupid – I need your help – uncle mack wants to film us doing it – but his phone keeps falling over – can you hold it?’Tee: ‘what now? Its school tomorrow and i need my eight hours – stop rubbin yourself and go to fuckin sleep’.Alia: ‘not now stupid – hes gone home – mum and dad went down the pub and left him babysitting. He got me walkin. We go into the mall and leisurely walk the halls and do a little window shopping on our way to the first store. We pass Victoria's Secret and I tell you that we will be coming back here just before we leave. We get to the first store and enter and are greeted by Lil. She kisses my cheek and tells me it's been a while since I have been there. She asks what she can do for me today. I tell her that this is my friend Betty from out of state and I am treating her to a shopping spree. I ask what Lil.