When my mouth actually came to rest on her lips, she remained very still and even though she didn't cooperate by parting her lips or applying pressure... she neither tried to stop me.I kiss her again and again and I could tell that her reluctance to open her lips was decreasing by the second and just like I had expected, she soon let me slip my tongue between her lips. A second later I was exploring her mouth with my curling tongue.This was a decisive moment for Linda since it marked the complete. Cara Ham was a devout Roman Catholic, and the Catholic girl had enoughtrouble coming to terms with the guilt she had when engaged inpremarital sex with a man she loved. It was painstaking for her to cometo terms with biblically knowing a man. Our Lady of Perpetual Guilt onlyenjoyed the pleasure of the bedroom when she gave the man she was withher heart. Even then it was not guilt free. Confession never gave herabsolution, for she knew in her heart that she would end up doing thesin again.It was. " That sounds great. I have wine and a red wine would go well and it's supposed to be good for the heart. We have to be healthy." I grinned at her and got a grin back along with a nod.I fetched a bottle of red from the cellar where it kept cool. I wiped the bottle and opened it to "let it breathe." Wendy reached for it and poured a little into the sauce. She put it back at the same angle. She said, "Do you think it really makes a difference in the taste of a bottle of red?" Not to my palate.. And Dan punched the wall because he was angry with himself for not being there for us and wrecked his hand. And Mum did a Lady Macbeth – except that Lady Macbeth was evil and Mum isn’t (mostly).So Mum went crazy and spent hours in the bathroom trying to scrub herself clean to the point where she was scrubbing the skin off her hands. That really freaked me out because somehow I ended up being the one who was looking after her and nothing I could do stopped her from hurting herself. And that.