It’s some kind of sibling rivalry thing, but Cat isn’t like that. I just don’t get it.’ Daniel nodded, ‘Thanks for the warning. I wish I cou...d say I was sorry for what I said earlier, but I’m not. Are you sure you want to marry her?’ Jake hesitated, ‘I don’t know if I can say I’m sure, but I’m going to. I know I love her and the thought of not being with her eats away at me. I just wish I knew why she acted that way and why she does shit like this.’ Daniel looked at his friend, ‘I’m here if you. The Manse was packed and we overflowed on to the lawn at the back. I was particularly glad that the sun had come out for us, and it all went well. Megan had handled the whole event superbly.The Bishop collared me as people started to drift away. He tended to speak rather loudly as he was a little deaf."I think that you have done a first class job here young Tony, but now of course I must sort out a permanent replacement for you. That also brings the problem of telling young Megan she must leave. I’m glad you obey so well. There is hope after all.” As he speaks, I can feel him getting closer. I can feel the heat of his body near mine. I feel his fingers skirt along my arm over my wrist. He takes my hand, leading me I, assume, towards his car. Am I really doing this? “Just trust me, Alex. You won’t regret this. I promise.” “I don’t know why… But I do trust you…” I say it in such a soft small voice, it maybe sounds like I have doubts, but I don’t. I trust him. I don’t know how I do, given. .. except for this day. I was downstairs getting the two of us drinks and had left my laptop with Jason to do research. However, when he typed in the web address of a revision website, he stumbled upon gay sites. If I'd have known at that moment that he had found them I would have ran upstairs with a million excuses... but with hindsight I'm glad I didn't because if I had what happened next would never have happened.I came into my room to find jason sitting in my computer chair staring at me.