My bedroom issues had sent us down many divergent roads to findsome truth to our situation. We had tried oral sex, toys, and even had meonce use a str...p on to fuck her thinking that would make me feel better.But none of it had ever seemed right. She explained how she knew I wasnever comfortable being on top. Never comfortable doing the fucking evenwith a toy to help me. It was embarrassing to hear but at the same time arelief to be sure.Beth told me how at first she'd been troubled by my. ” She looked at me curiously. “I’m getting blasé about this trip. I’m beginning to think that the travel agent was right. Two weeks is a long time.”Karen chuckled. “I’ve been thinking that, too. Looking at our journal, we’re sounding like a travelogue.”“Yeah, it makes our lives sound like fun but there is no excitement.”“Lover, that’s normal for most people most of the time. We’ve been lucky and I don’t want to push it.”“Karen, we have five more stops before we finally dock in Miami. What. ”In the bathroom, there was a small round pedestal, about 30 inches high. It had three steps leading to the top. Under other circumstances, it might have been used by a woman who was having a dress fitted, so the tailor could properly mark the hem of the dress above the floor. But in Pamela’s bathroom, it was used for inspection purposes.“Go to the top,” was Pamela’s command, and Jackie followed the order. The top of the pedestal had markings where the girls needed to place their feet, and. ..except pleased," I said grinning, interrupting her once again, taking away her nervous embarrassment, and guilt in one fell swoop. "And mom?" Yes Brian?" Before you go home tonight? Will you do it for me again?"This time she looked at me and smiled, pausing only for a moment as she thought about it, "Yes honey...I will."**We watched some TV together, chatted about normal things, as well as friends and well-wishers who had spoken to her. She'd even told me that Valerie, and the twins had.