"You made me feel very good."With all my remaining strength, I turned on to my side and wrapped my arms around Yana's body. I pulled her close, very c...ose."I'm so glad I met you," I whispered in her ear."I'm so glad I met you, too," she whispered back. "And I'm so glad I plucked up the courage to come over here. I didn't even know if you liked me." Oh, I thought you were cute the second I saw you," I said. "But, there were limits on how much flirting I could do with your mother around." Yeah,". Tate Benedict wanted her to work there and had made a reasonable offer. Allie wanted to work for Daystar and found the offer to be acceptable.While Allie and Tate were trading signatures, Shelly tracked down Ben Benedict, who was directing a scene on the set of "Smoked Poles." The girl had tattoos across her lower back and two on her feet. She looked like she was only 18 or 19 years old but it had apparently been hard years. The guy was typical porn fare – a body filled with tattoos, greasy. ’ Johann held his hand to his mouth as he waved me on, as I went in I heard him mutter to himself. ‘Man, I’ve got to get this body under control. Nearly lost it there.’ ‘Ah come in, come in young man’ the owner of the voice was a wizened old man in a crisp white lab coat. He had a grizzled beard and his eyes were a clear amber color. Though he was old, he moved about the lab with grace and sprightliness that belied his age. ‘Now hold out your arm,’ he said as he held up a cylindrical syringe. If you can't be my sissy properly I amnot interested in you, so you can fuck off." I did not think she wasserious but when her temper mounted further and she began throwing myclothes in a suitcase I was convinced she was. Cold fear gripped myguts. After all I had gone through. All the changes I was stillexperiencing how could I be rejected to face the world on my own as aheterosexual but now exceedingly effeminate boy. Suddenly I realised Icould not go backwards to who I had been I had to.