Jab shaam ko me university se vaapis aaya to kuch der baad mere door pae knock huya jab meine door open kiya to dekha ki meri maid aayi thi uske saath...ek 33-34 saal ki ek aurat thi meine unhe andar aane ke liye kaha. Andar aakar maid ne kaha ke ye Neha hai kal se ye kaam par aayegi . meine ek nazar neha par daali to vo saawle rang ki ek motti lady thi. meine kaha thik hai . to vo neha se kehne laggi ke me tumhe saara kaam samjha deti hoon . Kuch der ke baad vo dono chali gayi. Next day subah 7. I really need this sale. My figures are down and I face being sacked. I am no worse than the men at selling cars but people seem to want to talk to them about cars. maybe they think I don't know enough but I do. You can see that can't you?" I understood her perfectly. I love cars but whenever we have been to a show or to a showroom people always talked to Philip as if I am just tagging along. "Yes," I answered her, "I really do but how can I help?" She looked at me directly. "The car you want. TMF had offices all over the world, but this was whereall the heavy moving and shaking happened. Where the power was. Philip hadalways wanted power. He craved it like some people crave alcohol orchocolate. He had never gotten married or had children, instead he focusedon his career with every waking moment he had.He flashed his badge to security and smiled at the receptionist as he pasther. He had always found her attractive, she was beautiful, he wish thathe could have seen her socially but he. .. allow the rape, the violation, the destruction ... all for what? Power? What has it gotten them, gotten me? If it had been anyone other than Martina that found me, I’d be dead now. If Martina hadn’t stood up for me at both Castle Volkihar and at Fort Dawnguard, I’d be dead now.”She looked around, where several of my companions were watching with concern on their faces. “And you? All of you! You accept me. You’ve dined with me, you’ve slept with me, you’ve shown me nothing but trust and love..