My friend was still holding the remote control. She fumbled. The image went to grainy pause and hung before us for a seeming age before she manage to ...urn the screen to black. We were both blushing. We didn't mention what we'd seen but couldn't talk of anything else either. That night I dreamed of her and him and their video. I woke and couldn't get to sleep again until I masturbated. All night I drifted into sleep, dreamed, woke and frigged myself.I had the same feeling in my cubicle with the. "I'm slightly embarrassed" I said shyly, in an honest admission that I was somewhat nervous now that he was in front of me. I mean, it's one thing to suck off a random dick through a glory hole, but to have him in front of me? That added a little bit more pressure to the situation...He laughed loudly, quickly responding "well, you've already sucked my dick, so hell what's the worst that can happen?" I stood there frozen, in a slight daze. Did I really need to freeze considering I've already. ” “How many people know?” I asked. “Oh, just the board and a few of the important people, most of them think I have a secret elevator that takes me up and down. I even have a few people that look like me drive in and out, in case anyone is looking.” I smiled at the thought of someone impersonating me and driving around town. “Wait,” I looked back at him. “Why are you telling me?” “Because they don't want you,” he said as he came back around the table. “They don't want me neither, but they are. I wanted to know about sex, about boys, about their dicks and their balls. Balls, especially, they just seemed so odd to me. I wanted to hold them and feel what they were like. And I wanted to see a boy's dick get hard, actually grow in length and width. It all seemed so odd and unusual.I hated how I was brought up.Then, this past summer, I was home from school when some friends of my parents came to visit along with their two children. They were rather younger that me, David or Davie as they.