Did you think of any way you could atone for what you did to her ... and the other women that died because of your actions?”She hesitated before rep...ying, her expression conflicted. “I’ve thought about nothing else in your absence, my Lord. I’m not sure what answer I can give you that will assuage your anger.”“This isn’t just about placating me,” John said, frowning at the contrite matriarch. He studied her perceptively, then had a sudden epiphany. “You’re not upset about murdering your sister. " Jim chuckled. "He hasn't had that thing out in over a year." She rode hers over here, so he must have got the idea from her. Besides, now they can go riding together. And on bikes she'll probably feel comfortable." If they don't just hang out at her house. He was nervous about meeting her parents, you know."Actually, I didn't. Bud didn't talk much about his feelings, even when we were in the sack. Unless it was about what we were doing at the moment, that is. I didn't know if he had or hadn't. Ally smiled all the way back to the dorm. Had Ben not felt like the most incredibly wonderful brother in the world, she'd've kissed him tonight. She admired his honesty and concern for her. Ally was almost ashamed that he had creeped her out at first. How could she have been such a lousy judge of character? He was a great guy. If only there had been some chemistry between them... He'd have made an excellent first lover, Ally thought as she yanked open the glass door to her building and flashed. It's one of the reasons I'm attracted to you. I was afraid what your reaction would be. I hope you don't plan to quit seeing me but I hoped you'd realize that we're too young for a commitment."She said "I'm glad that's settled so time to change the subject. What album is that and what kind of coffee is this anyway? I like both of them even though I was just drinking this to be polite. I never have liked coffee."I knew when it was useless so I gave in "Tea for the Tillerman and Blue Mountain.