By this time I had slipped back quite happily into my old life, but occasionally Ramon reminded me that there was a world full of normal people outsid... the villa walls. One weekend I prepared a salad for his lunch. I didn't realise the dressing was off so I took it through for him as normal. He covered the salad in dressing and immediately spat out the first mouthful. His meal was ruined and I knew I was in big trouble. Like a fool I tried to justify myself by telling him we didn't have any. Marriage is supposed to be based upon love and trust and I'm not sure we have either one of those two things right now. Do you have any confessions that you want to make to me or should I find a good divorce lawyer and leave you and your paranoid world of secrets in peace?"Ok ... maybe I shouldn't have stated that last little bit. In my defense I was bone weary, annoyed, angry and very tired of playing her little mind games.She screamed at me incoherently for five full minutes without a break. After less than a block she realized how rediculous she had acted. She had laid naked under another man, waiting for him to fuck her and then she had exploded when David said he knew there were women willing to have affairs with him too. She realized she had been looking for an excuse to turn the attention off of what she had told David about she and Tony. One thing was sure, even if she wanted to let Tony fuck her, she still loved David and didn't want anything to come between them. She had to. “Take that fucking stupid look off your face; I am NOT going to ask you to do a scene with randy Randy the handy dandy. You’d freak and never work again; actually, most girls would freak at the thought of that freaks cock anywhere near their cunts let alone their arses. So, chill out fast.” Phew! “Now that you have passed through your initiation period of fucking on film, you are suitably experienced to consider diversifying your portfolio of genres.” Pardon, what the fuck did that mean?.